Last night I was hanging with some friends of mine. It was like any other night that we would get together and go out to have a good time, except something was different. I was not immediately sure what it was - but something was lurking in the air.
We went to the club. We saw some of the same people that we usually see, there was no variance. Something in the atmosphere was different. The conversation was the same, filled with cackles and mess. The people were the same, some a little sicker, older, and less intelligent - but that is to be expected.
Ultimately - I realized what was different. ME! I am no longer interested in the simplicities of everything. I aspire for more. I deserve more, and until I get what I deserve - I will just sit here, happy content and by myself (in the happiest capacity that I can). I cannot point out the exact moment when I realized that I was content with my inner me. I look in the same mirror on the wall everyday and see the same Zo. Today, something was different. All of a sudden, I could careless what my mother thinks, what my father thinks of me - I honestly just do not give one damn. I have spent my entire life trying to please people. NO MORE! No more will I squeeze, and shuffle myself around to fit into a tiny mason jar to be preserved as the token child. Guess what - I'm NOT. I'm so perfectly imperfect that it is ridiculous. To my amazement - Im just fine with that. So mirror mirror on that wall, people rise and people fall, if I die before I wake, let me live MY life before it's too late
Zo
We went to the club. We saw some of the same people that we usually see, there was no variance. Something in the atmosphere was different. The conversation was the same, filled with cackles and mess. The people were the same, some a little sicker, older, and less intelligent - but that is to be expected.
Ultimately - I realized what was different. ME! I am no longer interested in the simplicities of everything. I aspire for more. I deserve more, and until I get what I deserve - I will just sit here, happy content and by myself (in the happiest capacity that I can). I cannot point out the exact moment when I realized that I was content with my inner me. I look in the same mirror on the wall everyday and see the same Zo. Today, something was different. All of a sudden, I could careless what my mother thinks, what my father thinks of me - I honestly just do not give one damn. I have spent my entire life trying to please people. NO MORE! No more will I squeeze, and shuffle myself around to fit into a tiny mason jar to be preserved as the token child. Guess what - I'm NOT. I'm so perfectly imperfect that it is ridiculous. To my amazement - Im just fine with that. So mirror mirror on that wall, people rise and people fall, if I die before I wake, let me live MY life before it's too late
Zo