The Experience

_________ You asked for it blog followers! Enjoy it! Zo

________ I hope that you enjoyed the video of the Congratulations Letter. I was fun to make. PLEASE don't serve as a PLACEHOLDER for anyone. You're worth sooo much more. God Loves you, and so does Zo! Take care.

______ This is the first installment into my spoken work/poetry efforts. Hope you enjoy.

Congratulations, I got the news that you've found the one that makes your heart smile and makes your days better. I'm happy for you. No, not just because you have what you have longed for, but because you have what I think you need. I was not him. I have somehow I always knew it. I am typically not the one to sit around and stunt it, but I loved you. I love you. And even though we will never be I still want the best for you. So congratulations on finding that. I realize that I served as a placeholder for you while you found who you were looking for. I'll accept that title as your placeholder. I believe that I wore the title well. Don't you think. A re-twist of the locs and nice outfit - I was DATE-ME-READY! I was never your man, not really even fuck friends, but I was that damn placeholder so an angry placeholder I will be. I'm sending you my congratulations because I am not the type that sits, mopes, and player hates it - I'm the one that analyzes the ...

The most intimate, romantic, graceful, relaxing thing for me to do is enjoy a plate of fruit and a glass of wine. If one were to ever go into my kitchen and find particles of fruit and an empty wine glass - One could rest assured that Zo has had a good night. Another thing that I am classic for is thinking. I find a corner or a chair and think. Usually I am able to come up with some profound conclusions. Ever heard a song and it was COMPLETELY about a situation that you were in. Thanks Bey for Best Thing I Never Had. I consider myself a realist. If I can see it, then it is so. If I can touch it, then it does so. I believe that I am a unique man with a sixth sense. I can EFFORTLESSLY recognize bullshit. When someone is sharing a story, and I get a twitch in my brain - it's usually bullshit. When some one calls and says, "Yea, Shae um.. I was gonna come through, but shit came up" - you guessed it. That was bullshit too. Having this sixth sense has proven to be to my advan...