The Experience

This song reminds me of a time in my life where I didn't know where I was going or who I was. All NIGHT!

Sitting on the Dock of the Bay It never ceases to amaze me how well I have transitioned into my own. I have grown into what I regard as a respectable young man. I do not steal. I am a hard worker. I do not cheat and to my knowledge I am the definition of what a positive contributor to society should be. IF all of the above is true - why do I find myself so empty sometimes? I have done a few analysis as to why this is so. I do not get a strong opportunity to think. I spend so much time focusing on things that are irrelevant. My job gets a good bulk of my attention. Being a new professional, I am in a phase of molding. Not only as an individual, but as a man as well. I am yet single. I have had my share of positive people in my life, but greed has detoured me from making that next step. I have even been on the verge of proposal. Some call it cold feet, I call it differences of opinion. It would be easy if I saw a perfect picture of a relationship. I have not. On this day, I was ...